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Repentance of a responsive conscience

August 28, 2014

Restless me stood there by the window
sun was ablaze, the atmosphere mellow

Remember being touched by a distant pain
broke my heart and stretched so hard

desperate thoughts and mindless words
deadly combination that lunged so fast

tearing through the distant clouds
landed suddenly creating chaos

i was so sure of the bitter outcome
yet i did it... Oh no!!! it's too late now

Numbness ensued and now i feel a void
very little sense of all that's inside

Guilt and shame only worsens with time
thoughts smeared with mud and grime

in these hours of sorrow i feel so lonely
my own silent shadows flickering only

stale mind strives to fetch new content...
One question keeps rising without consent - 

Why the hell did I get involved there...
where i had no business or none to care?

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