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I am still the same...

September 15, 2015

Once again i fell down-

felt  real bad.

thought of running and ....

vanishing into the center of the earth...

how?

may be by digging an infinite hole.

but i am alright now...

a little while ago i was so low...

looking out the window...

into the green fields infinite...

soothing, pleasing and soft

that are selfless and white...

one day i will become LIKE THAT....

for sure... but not now........ 

i like them so much...

till then let me close my eyes

and relax a bit...

i am all alone

standing here... sitting here

none besides me

the hollowness only soothes me...

i close my eyes now

take a deep breath

its dark, somewhat cold

the music playing rather awkwardly against my ears

so need to change the song...

the new song! its not better!

Is it only my mind I hear?

now i am hungry

i realize I AM STILL THE SAME

there has been no change whatsoever...

pity!

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